My secret life. Part 14

I woke up in the middle of the night feeling thirsty. As i got up a cold wind ran through my naked body causing me to shiver. I ignored it and went to the kitchen naked. I poured myself a glass of water and leaned against the table. I was spending the night with Owen, in his grandparent’s mansion. I loved spending time with him, especially when we cuddled in bed, but tonight i couldn’t sleep well. The fact that it will end soon was constantly bothering me. The day after tomorrow i will have to go back to work and my family is also coming back. It saddened me that i won’t be able to see Owen so often. Worse, i will have to break up with him. I can’t maintain our relationship living two lives. Sooner or later i will have to stop and it worried me. I didn’t want to stop. I didn’t want to just dissapear from Owen’s life and probably break his hearth. He is a good man and i feel awful for creating a relationship with him only to end it in two weeks. I should never have use that coin.